If only they can see , how much she's suffering inside .
Everyday , when she sees them , she can't bear to look .
Because she knows what will happen .
She can't let that happen .
If only they stop being so blind .
If only they know that there's more to her than meets the eye .

It just doesn't matter

It doesn't mattter that much to me anymore just so you know . Your presence , your absence , the things you do , the words you say . I don't care anymore . I'm not who you knew anymore . Like any other human would , I  have changed . I am stronger . You don't affect me anymore . So stop thinking that I care . I don't . You can do whatever you want , wherever you want . It used to affect me so much , whatever you do . But I realized that you're not worth it and I was stupid . So its okay , you move on with your life , I move on with mine . Its not like you'll ever read this anyway , to people like you , I mean nothing .

Prefect ?

So here's whats been going on lately , Pn.Mahnum asked me to be a prefect a few weeks ago , and naturally at first i declined .. then i had this long talk with my mum at asam on why i should not be a prefect .
Factors why i shouldn't be a prefect ? Mostly concerns time management . My time management hasn't exactly been outstanding . I went for track and field for about 5 days in between two weeks and missed school for 5 days as well . But I just refused to ask my friends for the homework and the going-ons at school . So , simply put , I shut myself from any matters concerning academic and s*** for about two weeks . Then on the next week when I am back at school , *insert some Bahasa Melayu ( padan muka) * I WAS COMPLETELY LOST . BOOHOO . So it took me more than a month , (YES , more than a month ) to actually finish all my incomplete homework and catch up with what i missed at school . Honestly speaking , it wouldn't have taken so long if not for me procrastinating .So you can say that that just proved my time management is like * thumbs down* . Plus i told my mum that if i become a prefect , i definitely would want to get one of the high-ranked-posts , and that would mean I have to work super hard to balance between my co-curricular activities and my academic . Not to mention , I planned on joining ed board ... But somehow , I changed my mind and decided to go for it . I'm not going to tell you why , its quite personal .  :) cheer up ! hehe.. don't be sad .. I can't reveal it , my apologies . So i went and  get the form from Pn.Mahnum and filled it up , got all the teacher's comments and signature , handed it in .. and woosh .. I 'm on my way , to be a prefect  :)

My Dream .

everyone has a dream .they just do .doesn't matter how many .if you have one , you have one .i do too , and i guess you could say i dream big . yeah , it is .but there's nothing wrong with that is there ? i mean , this dream , is one i really want to be true .i want to be there someday .i want to accomplish it . it means the world to me.and i will do anything , anything at all , to accomplish it , to reach it , to make it not just a dream , but reality .well here is my dream .i dream to qualify for MSSM one day .One day , before i graduate from high school .I want to represent my state , and go for the national championships . I want to run for SELANGOR .I DO ! I want to make it there .to the nationals.. I want to be able to tell people that i am a Selangor Runner . So I really hope one day it will come true , and i will work hard . I will never ever ever give up on this dream .EVER .

ANDDDDDDDDDDD...SHE DOES IT !

Yes , I finally did it .
I finally finished my BLOG .
Thats a WRONG way to say it right ?
WELL FOLKS ,what I meant was , i finally finished editing my blog .
All the background , templates , wrecking my head to try and think of a suitable title .A COOL ONE :D
This one's good isn't it ? Oh come on , admit it ! IT IS :)
TEEHEE .So i can actually start posting now and filling this thang  with the daily interesting bits of my life .
So many uhmaazing things happen in my life and i just need some space to let it all outt .
Maybe next time my post won't be like in a point form ..maybe i should consider putting it all in one paragraph .
Ah ,well  , you'll know it when i post next time .
So make sure you come by . OKAYSS ? ;D

LALALA

hello peeps :D
as you can see this is my first post of a blog that i will be running .
and hopefully it will last :P
you know ,no guarantees :D
anyway ,i dont have much time to blog ,but just wanted to ask for some support from you guys ,cause i need em :D
so please ,stay tuned for more posts !! ^^